Thursday, October 26, 2006

i find it so hard to admit to myself that i don't know what i want. some want fast lives, some lived for that 15 minutes of fame, some for others whom there will never be. of course those for themselves altogether.

i am still trying to find out what do i keep living for. i do not think that my main existence is for wholly myself but more to that than meets the eye. i like a touch of mystery, perhaps so in hoping that i will not lived in vain and to realise all that i can achieve could never be. perhaps due to the fact that i didn't believe myself enough.

what do i want? what do i yearn? i get so tired too easily these days. i forget things or perhaps will myself to do so. i hardly think of some stuff that may be constantly on my mind, but trickled to none now these days. perhaps the company i keep. no offense, but i am tired. let's meet up for coffee and try to discover a new angle to us being here. bumping into each other becomes too clique for words to develope. perhaps a coffee or a soothing tea to open my eyes to the path ahead.

10:48 PM

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I am obviously a WOMAN, sometimes a Girl.
I am Old enough then again young enough so the number is...
I am pleased to say that i am HAPPY as can be.
I sometimes can be NASTY as that is part of me.
I am who i wanna b & i walk my path and live as i will.
I am just being ME altogether.
I AM THE EGO GIRL.

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