i am so damn exhausted.... oh boy... i have been working like a "dog" not literally a dog but something along the line, physically no... mentally maybe... no as well... oh my... i'm ranting...

i spent a bomb or so i think on somethings called christmas presents... oh well... let's hope this act in the name of christmas spirit will mean good karma to be used for the future... in any case like a bonus card in monopoly, to be used to get out of jail? hahaha i don't think i will be heading down there anytime...

i'm tryin hard to not cry about my financial dire state... not after that bomb i launched back in metro...

i am dreaming about my bangkok... oh my... pray i can go in feb... pray i can party with my non-partying cousins... pray i can get pissed drunk there.... pray... i can go in the 1st place.. the air fares are so unbelievably rocket sky high! can u believe it for a 4D3N affair, it costs like bloody $600 per person?! $600 equals to 61.2 packs of cigs... 30 sets of mooseheads ... 300 pairs of lychee martinis... 60 pairs of Gs... $600 huge ones can pay the bills off clean...

oh my.... another bday's comin up and man... i'm hittin the rite numbers! i will be exactly 2 chinese zodiacs old... according to my zodiac sign... that's like shit.. gotta to scramble my act together and full speed ahead... as in like work and study and stuff... doesn't include hmmm... nope...

speaking of which those things... soon i will steppin on someone's balls. why stepping? cos he will be lyin flat on his back with a bloody nose and tears in his eyes... i really don't intend to let him get away with it... not especially he is playin the game like he is... stringin up on the blame act... not u iz me kinda thing... smacking b rite in the face with all that bullshit... u will shi ne shi ne shi ne!!!!!!!! i swear i'm gon lay a curse on u!

iz jus so easy makin urself seemed so damn kind... nice and all things so... perfect... you're really ugly if you're using manipulative words to keep your skin on... iz not stayin on for long... i will strip ur hide off inch by inch... u piece of shit...

times like this... i feel this much to stand up for my TBGF esp when men like this exists... he needs to see hell... a one way ticket down blue south.... motherfucker...

boy.. i'm rude...