it's over... like any ordinary soul would tell you things just ended. maybe in my heart i always know that things will not stagnate and keep still in that core of vacuumed silence. i cannot freeze in motion a little dance that had me angled wide open.

everything just vanishes... i am not playing myself for the role of the fallen but i will play anyone's fool. and let no one play mine. i guess after everything... each step doesn't seem so scary anymore to take. i muster all i had to face all i can. to accept that this is me and i cannot change at every whim of others. i had to be brave.

in all i can ever crave for... i still miss my loneliness. i realise that vivid silence is all mine to hold to keep and be surrounded by. sometimes solitary silence is the most important thing to me i think.

well... of course it's over is kinda vague but i will just leave to your imagination. think whatever you like. a closure to all i need to pull the curtains down on... that is mine to give that away.