i am so sick of my work... i am so sick of the noises buzzing around me when everyone just sinks right into that hyped up state.... i am so sick when everythin is pushed to me rushing to be completed... so sick of all the reports, so sick of having to play meditator, counsellor, advisor, agony aunt to my kids here.... so sick of smiling when the corners of my mouth wanna go down... tired of the blame game... every week is the same... tired of being exhausted... tired of losing my edge... tired of not having the energy to go out... tired of losing my life to this place.... i am a slave...

yeah... a slave....