i am still smiling... today is a hot day with the door banging at me and my mom's yelling for me to bugger off to work. today feels like sunday. though it's monday but a day without the blues. i am on a trip to the skies above. spreading alittle joy on my way to east where work is.

a little blue, red, green and yellow climb my way through. pitter patter into me... today the 3 of us so close to the uncertainty of keeping our jobs are like giggly babies. we googled and oogled at everything. the cheery air never left. we spreaded that joy i brought today in a lunchbox set to share. that lunchbox except might be alittle late to come. we laughed about losing houses, taking to the skies, japan and her famous instant noodles to share, hiding at the back of my wardrobe away from my sister that monster. we skittered in whoops of laughter, about why oni-san is so old, tokyo a beautiful city, big round bald heads that melted sara's heart and inner of her other self, having babies, H's daughters whom i adored so much, falling in love, having his kids, smiling like no one ever did. i was on a competition to make the world's longest smile. yep it lasted all day in sequence and won't stop yet...

that secret molten dip in me turning me swoosh and upside down. a slow roller coaster ride with the thrill that pits in the pool of my centre. this vanilla sweetness stays in my mouth. the lollipop we all hungered for seemed to have arrived. that exclusive taste travelled in time to reach my red tongue sweltered in my mouth. i hungered for that taste again... hahaha sometimes we are just born to be happy bunnies and little monkies.

we lived this green land, for the brightest light above and the cool wind in our hair. the strongest kept in our hearts and the weakest we threw down the river wide. as clouds formed and passed us by, we stood still in the still of day born into night. the silence of the sounds getting louder, the humming of our quiet trickling down. each day comes and new awakening rose to the great faith of ours. life is not so bad after all.

look at how i smiled today... i am happy. for the simplest reason.
because i am therefore i am :)