i didn't mean for things to be this way. if it is possible, i rather things just be the same sweet way. i am happy just being able to spend the time quietly rather than to come off as a chance to do a trial test and error thing. phyiscally, nothing is important anymore. immaterialistically, happiness is self- pursuit, perhaps i have put myself in the vulnerable position just to assure myself your happiness is pursuited and attained. but perhaps life is not meant to be lived this way.

let's both be happy and let all be happy.