Monday, May 21, 2007

i am truly blessed to have melvin being my staunchest supporter. he gets upset when he sees me upset, he gets mad, when he knows im hurt and beaten by circumstances that can be corrected. he is happy when i am smiling and he is the true sunshine that sometimes irritates me yet makes me feel so fuzzy warm inside. thanks just for being you.

i am blessed to have an old man in my BF pte ltd. the quiet one who raps hokkien hip hop and explicit when it comes to girls and whatnots, but his words somehow rang through each time one of us needed a listening ear. he has an open heart and a warm interior though when he is PMS-ing, he gets pretty irritating and full of BS... but that's our braather...

i am short of 1 blessing cos the boss is away... he left on an unhappy note but believe me we are not leaving you anywhere... the reason why we have our budget force is really becos of you and please come back soon so that we can host one of our weekly meetings soon... i missed those funny hot evenings we shared as a team and future corporation. boss we only have a few days in counting to go before you leave us for good... trust us, we are haunting u down this december... i can't wait cos aussie sells beautiful bras and my favs.... thongs!!!!!!!!

3 blessings in a nutshell.. i pay homage to those who are always here...

btw, i hate my shoes... they are always on a self destructive path when they are on my feet.. either they destroy my tootsies or destroy themselves utterly that make me wanna go into my constipated roar! ARRRAAWWRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

i hate my job... i hate it when everythin is just me... i hate to stand strong just to keep going when i know i am breaking into bits... every monday i buy myself a ticket to hell and every friday i pray mondays don't come so soon. this routine is getting stale.. i am earning my stalemates at work too when inconsideration is like the girl next door who is not moving away any sooner... nope that girl next door is like the old hag at work... when i see her face, i really wonder why the heck am i still here?! she is the epitome of ugliness.. i don't just mean physically, i think everything around just gets real stale and the air gets heavy... i almost wanted to bring an oxygen tank to rid myself of toxics she gives off...

right now, i just wanna roll a stone and crawl under... hide till i can hear no one call my name... but i can't cos of my team... anythin i hated the most, is when my team gets bullied... i swear i will punch the lights out of that bully with my words...

right now, i am just rolling and rolling.. gosh please take me away...
gosh not god...

10:47 PM

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