Sunday, May 06, 2007

i said i wouldn't cry but i did. i am sorry that i lied.
i tried to hpld back but sometimes myself wouldn't listen to myself.
i am sorry that i did. i thought i could at least stand strong.
i believed that i was in acceptance of my own fate.
i was wrong, and now i am sorry.
i put my faith in my denial. standing behind the fact that i already the outcome.
so what is the point in talking about it. the raw hurt tears so deep this way.
and now my tears fall and i can't stop.

and all i can say is i am sorry.

6:15 PM

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