LIFE RATTLES 2

Sunday, June 10, 2007

people are ever changing creatures. not by the conditions that we set ourselves but time itself. we are constantly changing because we cannot put time to a stand still. likewise, feelings and people cannot be bounded to what you want.

just because we fear the unknown, fear that we might lose, fear that vexation that comes when we are not in control, we want to bind that person or feelings forever to be unchanged. we give reasons for our doings, we dictate how the other person should be, all because that we cannot live up to our fears within.

but we cannot stop ourselves from moving. we passes each station, each stop without losing time yet we seek to control that supposedly ever lasting dreams we want to possess. we seek that person because we crave for that person, we needed that person because we tell ourselves, that yes we needed that person. we want that person because in our minds we already seek a possesion over that person therefore we cannot let go that single thought that change will come one day.

everything we seek for, everything we hoped for, everything we yearned for will all come to a change. everything we try to avoid, everything that breaks us, everything that hurts us, will also come to a change where what has happened will pass. in eventual terms, a brighter day, a sunnier day, a cheerful day and a certain peace. to keep the present peace, we tighten our palms around what we are holding on, however we neglected the fact that like grains of sands we are not gods in control.

but we should never forget that we once had that one thing that we held so close to our hearts. we should not lose hope before the dream is over. we should not be afraid of what might come because for now tell yourself that i have you now and i am happy for this moment to be alive.

we should not let tears fall before it is meant to. no time to regret no time to remember all the negative energy in life as there is not enough time to remember what and why you are here in this moment with that person.

in life, we are in a constant cycle of change and it is a rush itself to live. for every step we take, we should not question and regret. no life is untarnished as each day passes and we grew older. every life is wrinkled with every action and course we partake. we cannot hope not to make a mistake. but if in life for every change, we held so close to our hearts of the mistakes we made or that person made, we live for nothing. because we choose to remember all things bad and to lose sight of what beauty we possess and so that person does as well.

can we put ourselves to understand the other person, to know that person before we made judgements? can we write a simple story of how 2 persons meet, how 2 persons get to know each other? through others' ears and mouths or from each other, learn about the other person sitting next to you, from his actions, his words, his fingers, his smiles? or that to let his past bring you down. create that fear that you no longer recognise why you are sitting next to him?

can we sit for a moment just to talk? can we tell each other about ourselves and listen to learn because we want to and because we are interested to find out more. can we sit close for a moment because we want to be friends? why when the negative comes to light from mouth to mouth, words falling through and one seeks to walk away so sure that he or she is bound on the path of pain if in continuance? must sincerity comes from only you even though you seek to escape faster than lightning comes? what kind of gift will makes an ever lasting impression to keep you here? we are all ever changing creatures not controlled by our destinies but time itself. do we dictate who we are or to tell how the other person should live? because we are afraid to let go one day?

sincerity comes from both parties who are willing to take a chance on the change cycle affecting everyone who lives. will anyone take a chance to tell that person why he or she is willing to take this chance? or would anyone just shrink back and walk away since that person stated clearly that life is without conditions is impossible. love without conditions is impossible. someone sets a set of conditions in order to love you. a conditional affair to safekeep his or her heart in the eventual term of change to come. i would take a chance to tell that person why i am here to take this chance. perhaps i would be the same old me foolish.

if my every action in the past would affect what i am now at present and destroy my future, i would not be me at this moment for anyone to discover. my actions are not planned and distorted for your pleasure, but every action is mine alone to bear. for you to discover and to ask yourself if you wanted me why would you not take a chance?

nobody says you can't.

sometimes you can dictate the change as it goes. if you are willing to take a chance.

3:01 AM

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