Sunday, August 19, 2007

had a nightmare on friday nite. think i was so overwhelmed with my new job. had no time for anything else thus leading to my sub-consciousness wandering in the midst of my vulnerability.

i woke up with my pillow wet with tears. guess the dam was about to burst anytime. come to think about that dream was abit off as well. if babywipes knew what's the dream about he would be telling me this: "you are delusional." yeah rite...

yup i dreamt i was losing someone precious. to a friend. for what reason? well i love my friend so in order for her to achieve her happiness I sacrificed mine at a steep price. man, my dream was so full of drama i tell you! it could be made into some HK drama series and win some bloody cool awards!

even i was touched by my own dream and i cried! cannot believe it that my imagination is so good! my hr trainer is always telling me as well! i should have believed him!

work is good and damn interesting! at least for my 2nd week. i learnt that i should not be wearing so damn high heels at work. thurs & fri were marathon days, boy i was busy walking up and down that i think i completed 2.4 click there and then! after work, i couldn't really feel my toes! it just reminded me of vic beckhams goin for the bunion removal surgery!

i think i need to get some tonics for this semester! missed out quite a fair bit of lessons and with the new job i think i might be on the verve of self-disembowelment! yeah when i get nervous i realli feel like farting. almost did happened to me during 1 interview! gosh! imagine i did tat!

haha anyway met so many different people that i felt like a traffic lightpost. so many vehicles stopping and moving away. gosh! well, there are plenty of gossip around like whose candidate is cute and stuff. ok i found that boring. haha i grew up and no longer crave to look at pretty things! what counts is inner beauty! yeah!

like my mr. koh! hmmm... sometimes i think even having problems lookin at his inner beauty! thank god he is not reading this! really, he can be a worst irritating bitch than me at times! and the worst thing, he does a better job out of it than me! but he is adorable!
ok that is beginning to sound damn sickening!

anyway go healthy is my motto! i can officially declared that i have stopped smoking unless deemed too stressed or under appropriate circumstances to pick up a stick, yeah i am clean! well, it feels healthier for sure, i think. :) well... i am after all reaching that age for child bearing purposes, so gotta keep healthy!

i wonder how many kids can i have? i am so worried that i will have none. this is not an option!

6:39 PM

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