finally had some time for r & r... not really a successful r & r though...

im still in a funk about everything that is possibly blue. someone said that he was thinking about me for those few months that we did not see each other. 彼は結婚して、どうかしてそのニュースは私を幾分気分を害されて得た。somehow i couldn't react to that piece of news. 彼は妻であるために私を彼のすぐに見るために連れて来た。私は私達が互いを見た時はいつでも微笑し。私達はにしがみつくその時間を助け使用できなかった。i could only smiled at him and look back to what reality is. right throughout, he held on to my finger while his bride to be was there. through a slip of moment, i had to brushed him off. perhaps i was trying to romanticize him in this situation.

i had to remind him of mr. koh. and i am really happy with mr. koh. however, mr. koh is now mad at me becos' a good friend of his has somewhat an imaginative mind was sprouting nonsense to him about me sneaking out on a date...

now, i have to pacify him and put myself back at where i was at. mr. koh is upset that i might be seeing someone else behind his back. nope... no time for that. my life had a major adjustment and i am keeping to that.

berth was just asking me if whom i think will get married first. she was hoping to beat us to the altar. oh well... somehow this doesn't excite me or that something that i am looking forward to. if it happens, it happens. most importantly to be with someone you are truly happy with and living for.

愛は時々皮肉であり、頻繁に私達はそれを望み、私達はそれなしに住むことができることを決してと私達考えた来私に氏のkoh でそれがあるので愛は来、私彼を失いたいと思わない私達のドアでたたく多分私が彼をたくさん気遣い、直接彼と私の感じを共有する方法を私が知らないことそ れは公正である。私は私にないが、私が今持っているものを大事にするためものがを気遣わない。