i had to nurse my craving today. the good thing is despite having a splitting headache and the full works thrown in, i had a good time looking out my window at the pouring storm. i could stay in bed all day long! all my time spent watching the anime i can absorb and all the conversations i had with my imaginary friend. maybe i should not be calling him a friend anymore, he is already a soon-to-be houseman. deep meaning to that. :)

when i woke, from an uneasy sleep. Nope i did not dream abt that horrible man. i felt an invisible crack at the back of my head. to make me feel happy. i decided wonton noodles are the best cure. yelled out of my room to the early rising old folks of the kingdom. my mommy was being exceptionally nice this morning. she actually agreed to my request.

i had to help with the wontons though. chopping up those water chestnuts. as i slashed at them with enthusiasm and lust (thinking too much about those juicy wontons), i had this personal conversation in my head with myself if that is a fruit or vegetable. well at least to say, earning myself 2 cuts in medal decoration, someone had better tell me the answer.

dinner is so good beyond words. it was all over in a matter of minutes. yes, i could not contain my lust and hunger. those juicy bits of wontons, crunchy with chestnuts and the sweetness of the minced meat, along with those deep-fried ones that have begun clogging up my blood vessels. ooh... i am in orgasmic heaven. this is why i say, sometimes food is better than sex.

now with my hunger satisfied. i sit here waiting for my houseman to wake up.

the call this afternoon, makes me smile. until i hear a female voice and in my head i see those words "uh-oh....."

i shall not repeat that in my head.

the invisible crack has gotten bigger but i refused to let this day end.