since my monday, 21.09.09 without him.
since his sunday, 20.09.09 without me.

it has been 28 minutes over a week without him.
would it be better not holding something that you believe in?
does that make both of us liars in a blink of an eye?
why is it so difficult to be truthful and face each other with honesty?

what makes this fairytale fail suddenly? the castle walls crumbled from within unknowingly. could it be that i chose you over me and you decided to save yourself from me? these thoughts cannot escape my head. somehow i am not angry to know you ran away from me. all i want is to be able to talk to you. again.

5 minutes past those 28 minutes. i still cannot stop my head from thinking of him.
i just wanted to tell him that i really miss him alot.