i just wanted to say that i have picked myself up.

my jigsaw is not completed so i am not throwing them back into the box now.
surprisingly i have been happy these 2 days.

i said something that resounded to my motto in life.
i don't want to spend my life growing up and being unhappy.

:) the person i said to actually thinks i am a 101% positive energy. Whoa! haha...
he has not read my blog...

oh well..

he is saying those same words that i said to someone else. Mini's owner.
those same words. i actually laughed. the situation has reversed.
this time. there will be no love involved. too complicated for my blood.
too much love, i think i will die of poisoning.

2 weeks seems fast to pick myself up. but there is no point holding myself back anymore. since that is the way the game is played. i cease to remember the days without him. he has made his stand. time for me to say goodbye.

there are just too many people in this world to feel too many emotions for.
C said is right, time to be alittle selfish.

last nite with the girls is soooo nice.
i miss peggy who doesn't ask questions and joanne who is just always smiling.
good food & drinks @ No. 5. i love that place to bits.
with my gang of anti-ang mohs and spgs... hahaha.... it is a spinning sort of happy feeling. until a bloddy ang moh called me "sweetie"...

a sudden urge overcame me and wanted to get my cab driver to chase that ang moh so that i can tell him to fuck him white boy... he hates americans, and i hate all men white.... another bloddy ass, black boy... sharp mouth... pls cross the road and ask yourself why on earth you are alive...

these men... bloddy men... i hate them!

other than that episode of hate, i am fine thank you wery much.