i did something so embarassing i am now wondering how to step into the office tomorrow.

caught up in a downloading frenzy this evening in the office for the party. playing dj with a new toy called the internet and pirating for all i was worth right in the office.

so i was in the room with tarang and chicken, thinking up a storm and head ful of tunes and wonder music beasts to churn out rocking the damn boat in december. my fingers were caught doing that 80s' heli dance step to square room. you can believe those giggles i got. fine, i am a potato ah lian or whatever. they have no childhood...

so... i went on back facing the door while the girls were giggling about something behind me. got into the mood to start singing to myself. i was showing off. whatever. so started on nelly's maneater... "SHE'S A MANEATER..." shaking my butt on the seat. lazy. don't care. while doing that wondergirl swishing thingy. the girls giggled louder and you can imagine what girls do. squealed. really. no lies...

in a single shot, i blurted out to myself (ignoring the background squealing, honestly i was not concentrating on the conversation they were having)... (in a deep breath as i type along...) i said this (watch my face with a monkey look):

"BUT I DON'T HAVE A MAN TO EAT!"

they giggled louder and i hear protests this time. the sounds they were making sounded weird like really weird. i swiveled on the axis while the chair could hold my butt still... guess who i saw... standing at my doorway... with a huge smile that you know would collapse into hysterics. (to be honest, i know at least my comic relief made some smiles in the office but i regret this trickery)

i saw my executive director, with a bagpack... hair rumbled and all his white teeth out to show!

he is not supposed to be in the office after 7pm!!!!!!!
it is only tuesday!!!!! he is not supposed to smile that way!

i whacked my face with my hard drive.
i wish i had a knife!

comic relief in a tuesday. shit my week is going to be really swell....

now you know what i don't have a man to eat. i just broadcasted that out... worse, T & C are bound to be the wings of the news to the rest tomorrow....