i got emotional last friday. it was good to let out what i kept inside.
i may have jumped the board with the numerous fantastic word. i don't think my other entries have seen that many. i will try to be good and skip that word. i shall keep to the ah lian language instead. it makes me feel unamerican, the way i like it.

i got the flu bug again. that is not a good sign. i remembered that was something important that i wanted to blog about since last saturday but i forgot what is it about. i got lazy. well sorry it is MY weekend after all. somehow it is floating right at the back of my head, taunting me for being this weak... my memory is not weak! my memory is not weak!

i really don't like the flu very much. i can't breathe and semi - permanently, i get high from the lack of oxygen going up my nostrils. my nose drips. literally. gooey and sticky. ewwwww... my jaw hurts and my head pounds. i need a holiday! maybe i am allergic to work.

finally something good! dear mel & thedy are going to Bang-d-COCK with me. this time in July and there we go to roast! happily for sure! Chicken is coming too! Now is just to get my leave approved & save up the money or strike 4D!!!!

i cannot wait yet i dread when the new year comes. It means back to school for real this time, lots of work (it's already brimming) and not enough time.

chicken told me a weird thing today... her buddy-ress is planning to play a match maker for me! I wish i can be as happy as the picture her friend painted out to be in her delusion. but i am like... WTF???? i only met her once and here is she so keen to bring me some kind of eternal happiness! all we did or rather i did was to be a literal beamer or a transmitter of some sort between chicken and her and to let her hold my hands and politely declined her sofa and black jacket.

i am beginning to nurse another fear. could she be possibly in love? i may be cute but i am not gay. don't love me cos' i am straight. HA!

i hope i can do the marathon this sunday. one of the most important things before that is to make sure that i can wake up on time (it is on a bloddy sunday!) and of cos to get well. of cos please don't rain on me whoever's up there.

i just read that my favourite singer of the moment kissed 2 pretty female celebrities!!! tho it is staged but still... i am kinda pissed at him. maybe i will not talk to him at all tonight.

my life's getting alittle dull. i need excitement. as what Shar says, kiss me please!!!