i heard this song over youtube.
somehow it got me blue all over again.
maybe cos' of her tears, her eating her instant noodles, the pale of her skin, the white curtains, the pale sunlight streaming in.




Baek Ji Young
총 맞은 것처럼
Chong Majeun Geotcheoreom
Like Being Hit by A Bullet

Lyrics:

Korean:

총맞은 것처럼 정신이 너무 없어
웃음만 나와서 그냥 웃었어 그냥 웃었어 그냥

허탈하게 웃으며 하나만 묻자 했어
우리 왜 헤어져 어떻게 헤어져
어떻게 헤어져 어떻게

구멍난 가슴에 우리 추억이 흘러 넘쳐
잡아보려 해도 가슴을 막아도
손가락 사이로 빠져나가

심장이 멈춰도 이렇게 아플 것 같진 않아
어떻게 좀 해줘 날 좀 치료해줘
이러다 내 가슴 다 망가져
구멍난 가슴이

어느새 눈물이 나도 모르게 흘러
이러기 싫은데 정말 싫은데 정말 싫은데 정말

일어서는 널 따라 무작정 쫓아 갔어
도망치듯 걷는 너의 뒤에서 너의 뒤에서
소리쳤어

구멍난 가슴에 우리 추억이 흘러 넘쳐
잡아보려 해도 가슴을 막아도
손가락 사이로 빠져나가

심장이 멈춰도 이렇게 아플 것 같진 않아
어떻게 좀 해줘 날 좀 치료해줘
이러다 내 가슴 다 망가져

총맞은 것처럼 정말 가슴이 너무 아파
이렇게 아픈데 이렇게 아픈데
살수가 있다는 게 이상해

어떻게 너를 잊어 내가 그런 건 나는 몰라 몰라
가슴이 뻥뚫려 채울 수 없어서
죽을 만큼 아프기만 해
총맞은 것처럼

Romanization:

chong majun kotcheorom jeongshinee neomu obseo
ooseumman nawaseo keunyang ooseoseo keunyang ooseosseo keunyang
heotalhakeh oosumyeo hanaman moodja haesseo
uri wae hyeohjyeo oddeokeh hyeohjyeo oddeokeh hyeohjyeo
oddeokeh

goomongnan gaseumeh uri chookee heulleo nomchyeo
jababoryeo haedo gaseumuel magado
sonkarak sa eero bbajyeonaka
shimjangee meomchyeodo eereoke ahpuel got gatjin anha
oddeokeh jom haejyeo nal jom chiryohaejyo
eeroda nae gaseum da manggachyeo
goomongnan gaseumee

oneusae noonmoori nado moreugeh heulleo
eerogi shireunde jeongmal shireunde jeongmal shireunde jeongmal
irosoneun neol ddara moojakjeong chocha kasseo
domangchideut kotnun noeui dwiyeseo noeui dwiyeseo
sorichyeosseo

goomongnan gaseume uri chookee heulleo nom chyeo
jababoryeo haedo gaseumeul magado
songarak saeero bbajyeonaga
shimjangee momchyeodo eereoke ahpeul kot gatjin anha
oddeokeh jeom haejyeo nal jeom chiryeohaejyeo
eeroda nae gaseum da mangkachyeo
chong majeun kotchoreom jeongmal kaseumee neomu ahpa
eereoke ahpuende eereoke ahpuende
sal sooga eetdanun geh eesanghae
oddeokeh noreul eejeo naega keuron keot naneun meolla meolla
kaseumee bbong ddeuryeo chaeool soo obseoseo
jooguel malgeum ahpuegiman hae
chong majeun kotchoreom


English:

Like being hit by a bullet
I can’t make sense of anything
All that comes out is laughter
So I just laughed,
So I just laughed,
Just..

While I’m laughing until I collapse
I asked if I could ask one thing
Why are we breaking up?
How do we break up?
How do we break up?
How?

In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers

Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I don’t think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart
In this bruised chest..

Soon, without me even realizing,
Tears stream down my face
I don’t want to be like this,
I really don’t want to,
I really don’t want to,
Really..

I follow after you, who stood up so rashly and left,
You’re running away,
From behind you,
From behind you,
I scream..

In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers

Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I don’t think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart

Like being hit by a bullet
Really..
My heart hurts so much
It hurts so much,
It hurts so much,
That’s weird I can still live.

How can I forget you?
Me?
I don’t know how to do such things..
I don’t know..
My heart is awake and I can’t put it to sleep,
All it does is hurt so much I feel like dying,

Like being hit by a bullet


After listening to this song, it is now the "tu ran jian you shi lian de kan jue" mode.

I am getting emo again. shit. this is such a man thought...