crystal tears.
i wish mine would turned into diamonds and i can sell them for millions.
everything would be worthy of each tear that falls to the ground.

no i am not in a sad mood.
i am edgy. driven, compressed and tilting over the cliff in a corner of my brain.

i hope my boss is ok. sounded really bad. now lying hopefully asleep on a bed in KK hospital. who says having a baby is easy. i nearly lost my cool and head seeing her in pain. that odd funny tightness in my stomach. sometimes it is no good being too strong. a lady has to fall gracefully for someone to catch.

saw this video i knew i had to upload.

JYP - No Love No More



i love the way the virtual bullet hit him in a blast of blood and emotional pain.
those tears especially. if only they were diamonds...

my boss is not in the next 2 days. i have to be strong in the office and pretend to play queen all day long until f calls my name. or even t.

i was looking through my friend's photos and decided it is time to record the cities i want to visit next year. if money permits and time is granted...

1) Bangkok (i think it is needless to explain why my infatuation.. it is not the jikan laiiii but i think the hamsome men...)
2) Ho Chi Minh
3) Hong Kong & Macau ( i would not mind doing another episode of the rush weekend!)
4) Australia (but my mom wants to abandon the family to travel with her KTV aunties & uncles!)
5) Bali (after my numerous phyiscal workoutS and workOUTs! must show off!)
6) Parts of Malaysia (haven't really thought of where exactly, as long as i can drink, eat and shop & or relax)
7) Phuket (this is so not me to think of beachy places, i am all grown up now!)
8) JAPAN!!!! (dreamland of 2010!, at least before the world comes to an end!)
9) KOREA!!!! (if i can't fly to Japan, Korea is the next dream to come true i need to look for my husband!)

I am marrying a korean in 2013! i hope so. i think so.

i just made it sound like i have alot of leave to take either that or i own the company! yeah.... wery wonderful!

but what i would really like is to have a date in sentosa next year. please let my date be a guy at least. GNB can take me out since we have been friends for so long, just suffer in my hands for one evening!

i realized our conversation last friday was abit freaky... we missed secondary days too much. but i have to admit i hosted one of the best parties in our years! my swee sixteen! damn swee especially with all the underage drunkards!

even talking about that ghost in my room. i wonder how the new owners are putting up with my then bedtime bestie. she is harmless but a true friend especially whenever i had to cry my platinum tears.

i also thought alot about my first love. :)
why first love is the sweetest? because haven't experienced heart break yet.
that's why. cool right? actually it is nice to fall in love for the first time.
ok, i did that so no more to come. shit... curse myself. so whack.

that's why i am listening to no love no more.... no more no more... no more no more...

11:26 PM

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