声をきかせて - Koe Wo Kikasete
Let Me Hear Your Voice
Big Bang



With english subs

The actual MV:




This song puts me back into how i used to be. i fell back into a dream all over again. how i would penned down, what i wish to say but i couldn't. perhaps wouldn't would be a better word. sometimes i failed myself by refusing to accept the reality. i chose to ignore and live blissfully in my ignorance. i was arrogant. thinking that by immersing myself into this ideology, perhaps things might reverse.

the psychology that works on me, has deeply confused me in how i should chase my dreams.

the words they expressed in the video, sans the dance, is what i have always to tell someone. if only we could talk, if i can be given the chance to hear your voice. as cheesy as it sounds, still there is a resonance.

i find myself amusing. here i sit, sometimes tears dripping all over like a grisly murder yet i refused to budge and shout out how i feel inside. i crumble at the thought of having my emotions put into something so vague, cold, steely as words. words cut alot, yet in others it is supposed to be a tool to warm whichever heart that is inside. still, i can't do it.

i find myself losing more and more this way. things that i am concerned with, things that i wanted a say in, things that i wanted to share with and in, things that i wanted to be part of, things that hurt me, made me laugh, made me fear or lose control. i do it all over the Internet. here.

i wish i can loosen my guard over my feelings. i lost to anger and frustration yet not to even let myself slip by love. my mind is all warped.

i wish someone can tell me that he is listening.
this is one of days that i need a hug