really, how many people in this world you can trust? especially in the office?

you trust your colleagues to do as delegated, work as a team, not just in the department but across the organization. there you go, well done. pat on the back and a knife sticking out. i have just encountered some of the worst behaviour ever which i have never in my whole life experienced! it is incredible that i wanted to make a courtesy call to that employee's parents to console them!

how many mouths could keep shut and how many minds knows sensibility from nonsensical mentality? as far as i have learned in this lesson, everyone simply has a motive. some good no doubt, mostly bad.

i am fine with people having this insatible urge to point out everything negative about others you do not like. just practise a little discretion. i don't think this is difficult to understand. or even to do. if you like others to know, you might as well just broadcast it! people whom i am kind to, seemed to have things to say too. i am fine with it really. i cannot stop you and your undying love for playing political roulette, but you have created a label over yourself. no one really likes people like that. you make others cautious about you, careful and not wanting to get close. you are just like a piece of paper that i will eventually shred, especially when you have no more use. if you carry tales, make sure it does not come back to haunt you.

where i am now, it makes me distrust people. even those i like outside work. i am utterly disappointed this week. learned a great deal unfortunately not pleasant. tonight on the yacht is indeed an eye opener. especially coming from someone i do not dislike and would have treated as a friend. i have to start taking out markers to draw some lines. i need to get my thread and needle to sew some mouths and squeeze out naivety. most are older than me yet, leaks like a broken down tap.
2 words: SHUT UP

this is not where i can make a major change. people should always work harmoniously at best and to achieve the same aim. not to break each other down and deviate from the goal post. please remember who is paying your salary and do as you are paid to do and shut up on trying to bring us all down.

1) HR room no more entry. i really don't care who you are. my mom, my best friend, the guy i like or even my supposedly friends in the office. sorry, out is the word. get lost is the action

2) mum's the word. don't ask. even if you do, i am not saying. say what you want. i am not saying. in strong language: go fuck yourself, sweethearts.

3) we are all equal, i am not fucking giving any privileges you want that go home and be a stay home wife or husband. we do not need prima donnas.


i don't care if this is making me lonely. screw you. i have my responsibilities and to make sure this ship sails right and on the correct route. i don't have to start telling people that things i am sharing with you means only you and you don't have to be my newscaster sharing with others. i don't think anyone's paying to hear my daily quotes and rambles. no one is that stupid that is why i have a blog, stupid.
if you are a friend, be a little smarter.

i am not here to please everyone. if i am i would have marry a rich man and please from the front door to the bedroom and in whichever order. if you think this is not the right place, feel free. door is automated at a push of a button.

i am sick and tired of having to deal with kids. not 5 years old versions but hell older and at the worstest of all kids to deal with. the saddest thing is mostly badly behaving females. no wonder we got this reputation for being the bitchiest creatures on earth.

wouldn't it be all simple if we only have animal instincts and patterns on community living? sad to having to compare my species with animals... this i am not proud of.

yeah but all of the above from the bottom of my heart, mind and soul. i am stamping out nonsense and wrong company.

thank you & good bye.