this is really bullshit but it is rubbing me the wrong way.

i can understand if there are some people who just doesn't know how to draw the line or even when. i can't understand how some who have been in the workforce fails to sum up maturity to understand this. and yet plays the game like a school girl on ecstacy and high school drama series...

we are all adults except some might be denied of the intellectual but i really fail to understand how come a person could succumb to the wrong side of nature?

to be fair, if there is anything wrong wouldn't it be better to be voiced out instead of acting like "ewww, i am not talking cos' it is so not cool..." kind of attitude?

i would be surprised if this action above means finding and identifying real friends of SUBSTANCE...

i am just baffled that at this point in time of my life, i am still meeting people with a 15 year old's mentality... some i can understand, they are beyond the hope of reason. i just think this is getting ridiculous.

My ideal friendship:

1) work is work, friendship aside
2) friends don't dig information and share with others without permission from the person you are talking about
3) when i don't share, this means 2 things: 1) ignorance is bliss for you being my friend 2) you crossed the line so try thinking why and how you need to earn back trust...
4) work related, if you are trustworthy i will relate to you my daily affairs /problems but if you are CNN forget it....
5) I don't even know how to console or empathize unless on a professional level so when i dispense advice it really means that i care
6) i need friends who are mature enough and not easily influenced by external factors especially magpies and crows...
7) i prefer honesty even if you are unhappy with me
8) i don't appreciate warmth then chills the next moment, i am not dating you, i am only your friend
9) a colleague: don't use me as an information counter, i value my job and professionalism. a friend: i am not "use & throw"....
10) if you can't even understand all of the above or draw the line, this really isn't working out our love affair....

i have no time for idle entertainment of foolish ladies....

i guess the saddest thing is that the only person i can trust fully at work is now away for a long time... life is now going to be tougher, fighting pressure from above, my immediate neighbour and plenty of vultures...

funny thing, in MP when a colleague is nice. he / she is really just being nice.
here when a colleague is being nice, i honestly feel this tingling sensation of fear creeping up over my shoulder with a fanged smile ready to bite....