i haven't been updating this in a long while. i can say that i have been working hard, pushing borders and myself. at work. that is of course.
been glued on dramas since the start of the year and i think i am channelling the spirits of the dramas very well, projected in my life. too many imaginary friends and make believe lives i lead.
here is one of my favourite songs from the drama "Beethoven Virus". i am kinda late catching up this drama however it is not as teary as most korean dramas, at least there is a purpose. it has rekindled my interest in violin. that leaves me pondering if i should or not.
Tae Yeon - 태연 (SNSD aka Girls' Generation) Can You Hear Me? - 들리나요 (Deul Ri Na Yo?) Also known as "Like a Fool"
내게 그대가 인연이 아닌 것처럼 naege geudaega inyeoni anin geotcheoreom 그저 스치는 순간인 것처럼 geujeo seuchineun sunganin geotcheoreom 쉽게 날 지나치는 그대 곁에 swipge nal jinachineun geudae gyeote 또 다가가 한 걸음조차 tto dagaga han georeumjocha 채 뗄 수 없을지라도 chae ttel su eobseuljirado 서성이게 해 눈물짓게 해.. seoseongige hae nunmuljitge hae.. 바보처럼 아이처럼 babocheoreom aicheoreom 차라리 그냥 웃어버려 charari geunyang useobeoryeo
점점 다가 설수록 jeomjeom daga seolsurok 자꾸 겁이 나지만 jakku geobi najiman 이 사랑은 멈출 수가 없나봐 i sarangeun meomchul suga eomnabwa
왜 내 사랑만 더딘거죠 wae nae sarangman deodingeojyo 내 사랑만 힘들죠 nae sarangman himdeuljyo 그대 앞에 그대 곁에 있어도 geudae ape geudae gyeote isseodo 온통 세상이 그대인데 ontong sesangi geudaeinde 그대만 보이는데 geudaeman boineunde 그대 앞에선 난 먼 곳만 봐요 geudae apeseon nan meon gotman bwayo
내게 그대가 꼭 마지막 인 것처럼 naege geudaega kkok majimak in geotcheoreom 내게 마지막 순간인 것처럼 naege majimak sunganin geotcheoreom 쉽게 날 지나치는 그대 곁에 swipge nal jinachineun geudae gyeote 또 다가가 한걸음 조차 tto dagaga hangeoreum jocha 채 뗄 수 없을지라도 chae ttel su eobseuljirado
서성이게 해 눈물짓게 해 seoseongige hae nunmuljitge hae 바보처럼 아이처럼 차라리 그냥 웃어버려 babocheoreom aicheoreom charari geunyang useobeoryeo 점점 다가 설수록 자꾸 겁이 나지만 jeomjeom daga seolsurok jakku geobi najiman 이 사랑은 멈출 수가 없나봐 i sarangeun meomchul suga eomnabwa
먼 발치서 나 잠시라도 meon balchiseo na jamsirado 그대 바라볼 수 있어도 geudae barabol su isseodo 그게 사랑이죠 geuge sarangijyo
혹시 이 기다림이 이 그리움이 hoksi i gidarimi i geuriumi 닿을 때면 들릴 때면 daheul ttaemyeon deullil ttaemyeon 차라리 모른 척 해줘요 charari moreun cheok haejwoyo 그대에게 갈수록 자꾸 겁이 나지만 geudaeege galsurok jakku geobi najiman 이 사랑은 멈출 수가 없네요 i sarangeun meomchul suga eomneyo
English Translated:
Version 1:
Even small pains make me teary My heart cries out When i pass by you You are the whole world i dream for only you i hold my breath in front of you
just like you and i aren’t meant to be just like it’s merely a moment passing by You pass by me so easily Even if i can’t go up and take just a step
You make me walk around You make me cry Like an idiot, like a child Just laugh it off
The closer i get More scared i get But this love cannot be stopped
Why is it just my love that is slow Why is it just my love that is hard Even if i’m by your side You are the whold world i look at only you i stare into distance in front of you
Just like you’re the end for me Just like you’re my last moment You pass by me so easily Even if i can’t go up and take just a step
You make me walk around You make me cry Like an idiot,like a child Just laugh it off
The closer i get Morescared i get But this love cannot be stopped
From far away if i can stare at you just for a moment That is love
When this waiting and yearning Gets you, and you can hear it Just pretend nothing happened The closer i get to you more scared i get But this love cannot be stopped
Version 2:
Even slight pains make me teary. My heart cries out. When I pass by you, you are the whole world, I dream of you only. Yet, in front of you, I hold my breath.
As if you and I aren’t meant to be, as if it’s merely a passing moment, you pass by me so casually. But I can’t go near you, can’t even take a step forward.
You make me hang around you. You make me cry. Like an idiot, like a child I rather laugh it off.
The closer I go to you, the more scared I get. Yet, this love cannot be stopped. Why is it that my love is so slow to come? Why is it that my love is so hard to get? Even when I’m by your side, you are the whole world, all I can see is you, yet, in front of you, I can only stare into the distance.
As if you and I are done, As if this is the last moment, you pass by me so casually. But I can’t go near you, can’t even take a step forward. You make me hang around you. You make me cry. Like an idiot, like a child, I rather laugh it off.
The closer I go to you, the more scared I get. Yet, this love cannot be stopped.
From far away, only for a moment, if I can only gaze at you, that is love.
When this waiting and longing somehow reach you and you hear them, just pretend nothing happened.
The closer I go to you, the more scared I get. Yet, this love cannot be stopped.
This song is stuck in my head and had kept me thinking. these days, i think a lot. for a petite brain, i think i crossed my daily quotation easily.
through these words of the song, it has completed the journey of an instance in my life. that chapter which unfortunately i have no idea if it has indeed closed. i am finding it harder to forget. it made me remember the last conversation with greater clarity despite the further away i am from that memory. that was the longest taxi ride i have taken, heavily with the debt of regret. one ride which is by choice and i had no say in.
this song made me relived that all.
10:56 PM
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I am obviously a WOMAN, sometimes a Girl.
I am Old enough then again young enough so the number is...
I am pleased to say that i am HAPPY as can be.
I sometimes can be NASTY as that is part of me.
I am who i wanna b & i walk my path and live as i will.
I am just being ME altogether.
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