i realized everytime what i think it should be, perhaps it stays part of my night's peace. whenever i see that face somewhere, somehow a part of me crumble while looking. those glances stolen are sadly somewhat i am thankful for. but that is only it. i complicate matters by not asking, not saying, not being an existent form in someone's life. what i wonder what exactly i desire that makes it so complicated? so difficult to understand nor to embrace and say that is what i want.



Jang Geun Suk
You're Beautiful OST
Good Bye

Eoddeokajyo baraman boneyo
JJareun insa jocha geonnaelsuga eopneyo
Siridorok chagaun nae son jabajujiman
Ijeneun geuman bonaeya hajyo
Eoddeokajyo meoleojyeo ganeyo
Gaseumgadeuk nunmulman chaoneyo
Aesseo gamchwobwado meomchulsuga eopseoyo
Ggeutnae japji motan imameul eoddeokanayo
Saranghaetdeon geu gieogeun noji malayo
Dasi utge hae jul dareun saram mannado
Apeun ibyeolggajido geudaera dahaengijyo
Seulpeun nunmul mowaseo annyeong
Amugeotdo haejunge eopneyo
Motnagedo sangcheoman namgyeotneyo
Byeonaegan mam jocha gamssa anajun saram
Ije bonaeya hal geudaereul eoddeokanayo
Saranghaetdeon geu gieogeun noji malayo
Dasi utge hae jul dareun saram mannado
Apeun ibyeolggajido geudaera dahaengijyo
Sumi meojeulmankeum apawa nunmul heulleodo
Haengbokaetddeon geu gieogeun noji malayo
Dasi utge hae jul dareun saram mannado
Apeun ibyeoggaji geudaera dahaengijyo
Datji mot tal nae saram ijen bonaeya hajyo
Ojik nareul utge hal saran gedaebbuningeol
Sarangi gipeojyeo maeumi apawado
Haengbokaetddeon geu gieogeun noji malayo
Dasi utge hae jul dareunsaram mannado
Apeun ibyeoggaji geudaera dahaengijyo
Seulpeun nunmul mowaseo naega hal su itneun il annyeong


What should I do? I am just watching you
I can’t even say a short farewell
You hold on to my cold hands
But now I have to send you away
What should I do? You are going far away
My heart is filling with tears
Even though I try my best to hide it, I can’t
This heart I couldn’t catch, what should I do?
Don’t forget the memories we loved
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
Gathering all my sad tears, good bye
There was nothing I’ve done for you
Sadly, only scars are left
The person who encompassed my changed heart
Now I have to send you away, what should I do?
Don’t forget the memories we loved
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
If the tears fall because it is so painful to endure
Don’t forget the happy memories we shared
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
My love that I can’t reach, now I have to send you away
The only person that can make me laugh is you
Even if love is so deep and the heart hurts so much
Don’t forget the happy memories we shared
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
The thing that I could do with all my sad tears, good bye


I can't even say goodbye to what i have long sealed within.