reading that conversation that happened on 19 Oct 2006. it took placed early in the morning unexpectedly. a conversation without words heard, yet they resounded clear in my eyes till today. perhaps i would call this being sentimental. deeply immersed in memories. why are good memories only meant to be kept away yet not relive? why do we only channel the spirit of once having and not always? it is true that perhaps when one day freedom from desire brings true bliss, however so, i realized that this is a nirvana that i would be entirely disengaged from. this is always something that i will desire for.

those few words that keep ringing through my head.

i miss you.. i won't deny that.


What Should I Do - Gummy